You keep talking, talking & talking….

Im looking at you,  or atleast Im trying to…..

Poor me… I cant find where you are… Yeaaahh…. you’re there… you’re there, sit beside me, talking & looking toward at me… holding  my hand,  but don’t know why I still cant find you….

The Emptiness is furry rising on me….

Oh.. not again!!!!! Im crying!!!!

Some people said new year meaning new resolution…

gw??

Potong rambut aja dolo…

this me before…

and here I am…. with my my lovely new hair….

Nah…. apa sech resolusi kalian ditaon 2008???

Horeeee….

*Jingkrakkkk-Jingkraaakkkkkkkk

Hari ini gw pulang kwampuungg dunk aaaagh, take a half day working *bangganya setengah mateee

I’m Just called my mom, and She’s told me ketupat + opor ayam is ready, mmhhhh…. yummy *lho qo ketupat + opor Ayam seeehh??? berasa lebaran Idul Fitri aja?!!! Nah.. Itulaahhh hebadnya Nyokap gw, ga ada kata mau Lebaran Idul Fitri, mau Lebaran Idul Adha,  mau Maulid Nabi Muhammad SAW, Mau Isra Mi’raj, atau mau Lebaran Monyet (Baca : Perayaan ULTAHNYA my little Sister) sekalipun,  teuteup… Sajian Ketupat + Opor Ayam bakalan jadi menu Favourite!!!! Tidak lupa bawang goreng garink & ‘mping melinjo *sruuuuuuulllpppppppppp

Entah…

Karena Ketupat + Ayam Opor atau gara-gara Holiday Mood!!!! I’m not Little Bit Concentrate today, malesss bangeedd mau kelarin kerjaan, I’m on fasting, dengan cuaca diluar yang cukup amat sangat cloudy, and getting rain, I just wanna go to my bed, Sleep,  or atleast lay down in my lovely bed with someone who usual I called my Baby D’ watching HEROES Season 2 episode 12 or the newer episode of Prison Break .. mmhh…. *rapidly deep breath, Sounds great isnt?

Agh….

Ngayallll emang kaga ada endingnya… for now on.. till this evening, gw mo ngayaliinnn Ketupat + Opor ayam nyokap gw dech.. cukupppp menggugah selera siang ini

So.. Howz about you? berapa banyak perasaan yang elu KURBANkan taon ini??? huahahhahahahahahhaha upsss…. piss agh…

Well Guys….

Selamat Hari Raya Idul Adha (10 dzulhijjah 1428H) yaaa…

Pul-Kam??!!! *yuk :p

I’m still a wake.. I can not sleep.. Saturday night!!! Alone… I feel alone actually, smocking a sigarette with glass of tequ hehehehe ( I wish I could ) ehm.. just a glass of coffiee, yupsss…. just coffiee!!!! looking the darkness through the window…. Quiet…. I’m take a deep breath.. and another a deep breath… fyyuuhhhhh… close my eyes… *think
wondered through the fiction to look the truth did I missed something?

I close my eyes… keep silent… I open my eyes…  Desolate

I’m lay down in my bed…Thought my head.. looking for all the answer ,, but don’t see it coming, now… When?? I have no Idea… Did I missed something??? Indeed…. I keep asking.. looking for all the answer!!! Again.. I don’t see it coming!!! I can’t stop my self, now I’m inside here swiming… and spinning… in the deep….  in the deep… in the deep…

I’m falling down into the deep….

Engga kerasa sudah tiba dibulan Desember lagi ya Chill *one of my Friend breaking the dead air, iya… gw pun nyaut dengan rasa malasss yang luar biasa, emangnya apa sech istimewanya bulan Desember dengan bulan-bulan yang lain? sepertinya sama saja buat gw!!!! Ada lah.. Gila lo’… don’t you remember???? One of our friend is getting married!!!! *dengan muka pongonya gw, gw pun bertanya “lah… emang sapa yang mau kawinnnnn???”"

*Buuukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk* Buku harpot 7 pun.. mendarat dimuka gw yang ehm,…. cukup lumayaan lah, eh.. terserah elo2 pada mo mengartikan apa denk :D I try against her back & Screaming Sakiiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttt Gebleeeexxxxxxxxxx!!!!!! lagian elu tuch PARAAAAHHH ya masa lupa sama acara nikahan sobat elu sendiri!!!! Wake up.. Wake up… sambil ngusapin muka yang apessss kena hantaman Harry Potter… Uurrrghhhhhhhh.. Hantaman Harry Potter??? Mawuuuuu dunk agh huehuehuehuehue :D well….  gw pun tersadar Iya December adalah bulan yang aman teramat istimewa for me & My lovely friend Febby … for your information we use to called her “BOY” Boy?.. it is nick name for a guys??? but She is a girl right!!!! correct She’s a guys.. upssss I mean a girl ^–^

Nah… Boy itu yang make cardingan Merah…… Sebelah kanannya itu Anet, Sebelah Kirinya : Bang Ai, Odong, Me, & anonymous,

*Rapidly deep breath* Bahagia rasanya (lil’bit shock actually) mengetahui kalo salah satu temen gw Finally melangkah ke jenjang yang lebih maju, huahhahahhahahahahaha..  Can I called marriage is one step forward to?? mmmmh…. but one second.. one step forward to? but to where??? Heaven?? could pls you tell me??  

*Buuukkkkkkk

Eiitssssss…. kali ini pukulan temen gw meleset dunk, masa mau jatuh di lobang yang sama :p but Indeed….. Im keep talking about marriage no matter my friend is getting bord, but I do believed that She’s keep listening, thinking about the same & suddenly She said,  hey…. where are we now? Meaning?? I’m get up… looking toward… noded… *murmuring* Yupss where are we now? *silent*  huahhahahahhaha *we are laughing together* Arrrrrggghhhhhhhhhhh.. yupss Where are we now ?? When we can find.. Ah…. When we…. arrrrggggghhh.. enough…  cause marriage is not about finding the perpect persons it’s about seeing an imperfect persons perfectly 

O’ya…. Akad nikahnya Boy itu tanggal 23 bulan ini, di Lampung!!!! So… siap-siap laundry kebaya (secara udah sempet lagi bikin kebaya baru) and siap-siap gigi jari pada saatnya nanti hueheuehuehue