I’m feeling like I’m headed for a breakdown, they suddendly calling me for canceling “something” that I though been finished since I’ve signed the contract, They said I have to wait till the company again  go back to normal!!! Since the company having internal problem. Hell yeaaaahhh.. till when? that the only one I’ been asking.. I do really hate waiting. 

 What must suppose to do now?? I been put forward my resign letter & my manager been approved since last 2weeks ago, means… my last day will be at end of this month, now.. Everything like in the mealstrom & I’m drowning.

However, I’m glad that I still can face it with smile (altough I’m physically looking pathetic today) … I know really knows how breakdown I am… (I’m really holding my tears today)… I really wish you’re here…