What should I do when Im losing my grip, courage, and hope

I feel like headed for a breakdown

Talking to my self

Ya… Ya.. Ya..

I know.. I know… there is must be something wrong me, but I dont know what & why, why’s that coming though my blinds and keep driving me on, on, and on. My body’s wrapped in the corner of the darkness, nobody can find me and nobody’s come to find me.

I wish I could find something warm cause I’m here trembling cold

I wish I could find something little smolder couse I’m here such a though terrifies.

I wish you were here found me and let your arms lift my embrace, recover my sorrow and revive what is failing inside

cause I do believe in you.

I wonder through invented story to look for the truth, to see & find out who really you are… to find and believe all the thing left behind is over..

I lose my mood

I lose my faith

and I hate my self!!!!

I do really hate when I lose my faith

I Have Wishes…

I always thinkabout you

And I always miss you

I wish I could hear your voice everyday

I wish I could hear your laugh or see you smile

I wish I could smell you

Touch your hair and look into you eyes

I wish I could hear you say calm down I love you too

I wish I could hear you say it’s ok

Everything going to be okay

I wish I could hear you say I love you coz I did & I do

And always

I wish only for You

Thats our duty to keep maintain ours & make it happend