Chillz http://chillz.aprian.net Chillz out and relax Thu, 24 Jul 2008 16:58:28 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6 en ?? http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/21/70/ http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/21/70/#comments Mon, 21 Jul 2008 10:20:01 +0000 chillz http://chillz.aprian.net/?p=70 I wonder through invented story to look for the truth, to see & find out who really you are… to find and believe all the thing left behind is over..

]]> http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/21/70/feed/ July 20, 2008 http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/20/oct-20-2008/ http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/20/oct-20-2008/#comments Sat, 19 Jul 2008 17:38:40 +0000 chillz http://chillz.aprian.net/?p=68 I lose my mood

I lose my faith

and I hate my self!!!!

I do really hate when I lose my faith

]]> http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/20/oct-20-2008/feed/ Wishes… http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/18/wishes/ http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/18/wishes/#comments Fri, 18 Jul 2008 08:53:05 +0000 chillz http://chillz.aprian.net/?p=67 I Have Wishes…

I always thinkabout you

And I always miss you

I wish I could hear your voice everyday

I wish I could hear your laugh or see you smile

I wish I could smell you

Touch your hair and look into you eyes

I wish I could hear you say calm down I love you too

I wish I could hear you say it’s ok

Everything going to be okay

I wish I could hear you say I love you coz I did & I do

And always

I wish only for You

]]> http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/18/wishes/feed/ Absolutely http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/17/absolutely/ http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/17/absolutely/#comments Thu, 17 Jul 2008 10:47:33 +0000 chillz http://chillz.aprian.net/?p=66 Thats our duty to keep maintain ours & make it happend

]]> http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/17/absolutely/feed/ Another Step for Next Level http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/16/approval/ http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/16/approval/#comments Wed, 16 Jul 2008 05:54:07 +0000 chillz http://chillz.aprian.net/?p=65 I Woke up @ 8.30 in that day, wondered what might happen if I left something behind & kept walking facing the day sky above where the sunshine coming through the window.

Knock.. Knock..

Somebody’s coming? Im asking to my self

I get up, & open the door

Smiling

*I recognize that face

I look into those eyes..

Relieve me

You came… walking straight toward me & said are you ready?

Im Just smiling…  *definitely Im ready

because I have to…

]]> http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/16/approval/feed/ http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/05/59/ http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/05/59/#comments Fri, 04 Jul 2008 19:18:26 +0000 chillz http://chillz.aprian.net/?p=59 02.18am

Still awake

At your lovely room

Beautiful house

Beautiful Friday

Warm, romantic, great words, great kiss

]]> http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/07/05/59/feed/ Chemistry??? http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/06/30/chemistry/ http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/06/30/chemistry/#comments Mon, 30 Jun 2008 10:59:40 +0000 chillz http://chillz.aprian.net/?p=64 Ist chemistry for the reason that you still close enough with? or let say you still keep intouch with? make some little conversation with? or just for say simple hello?  or what? is there something else? *hell yaaahh.. here we go again.. no.. no.. no.. take it easy baby… I will keep it away as far as I can do, and as my promise to you I would never ever talking about the whole below crap again!!!! it will & still hurting me. Beside.. as I told you as my promise to you I would never talking about this again, I try.. and I have to!!!

But…

Again?

Hey…

What else?

Yupss, I still have little bit wondering.. why?  should I? I thought I made promises to you? damn right!!! I did, its just..  and I dont know why that thing keep dancing & running into my head like shaterred images, hounting me..

Ist chemistry for the reason that you still close enough with?

]]> http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/06/30/chemistry/feed/ Definitely Ruin My Mood, My Day & My Fucking Relationship!!!! http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/06/29/definitely-ruin-my-mood-my-day-my-fucking-relationship/ http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/06/29/definitely-ruin-my-mood-my-day-my-fucking-relationship/#comments Sun, 29 Jun 2008 08:50:46 +0000 chillz http://chillz.aprian.net/?p=63 How you just called that fucking mess up!!!! all this crap!!!! is nothing!!!!! Come on… Somebody just came over to my fucking FS is your Fucking **!!!! Your fucking **!!! Hell yeaaaahhh… Its fucking your **!!!! The person who really I **** damitt!! Why??? its hurting me enough!!!! enough!!!!! this is more than enough!!!I

GOD!!! why this is happened to me? should I keep this just like a rubbish? Or should I act like nothing happened? or should I running away? act like such a bloody pretend,  I’ve been tried, not once but for over more than twice, but till, I couldn’t get it away, this too much for me, this annoying me!!! This is hurt!!!!

]]> http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/06/29/definitely-ruin-my-mood-my-day-my-fucking-relationship/feed/ Being Honest http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/06/24/being-honest/ http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/06/24/being-honest/#comments Tue, 24 Jun 2008 03:46:55 +0000 chillz http://chillz.aprian.net/?p=62 Its seems so hard than we can thought, (I thought)

why?

]]> http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/06/24/being-honest/feed/ PLBK http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/06/17/plbk/ http://chillz.aprian.net/2008/06/17/plbk/#comments Tue, 17 Jun 2008 06:21:08 +0000 chillz http://chillz.aprian.net/?p=57 PLBK aka penyakit lama bersemi kembali,  damn!!! lemas adja gitu dibuatnya (tapi ga pake keringetan, lemes duank sueeerrr dech hehe) 6x gw dibuat bolak balik ke toilet!!! Perut melilit, pantat panasssssss, Salah makan? belom tentu or tentu tidak? secara gw makan ya yang begitu2 aja nothing special secara gw tau banget takaran makanan gw seperti apa, yang pasti tidak jauh dari sayuran! yupsss.. remind you again pan gw Herbivora sejati aka. Sunda Pisan hehehe.. kemudian timbulah pertanyan apa bedanya si gw sama kambing? ya beda lah!!! bego!!! *si gw pun berusaha tertawa yang lebih tepatnya nyegir kuda :D

Uhuuu… temen2 kantor gw made a nick name for me they call me si muka jamban!!! hell yeaahh.. napa pula harus si muka jamban :p anyway.. tapi beneran seeehh… hari ini gw penghuni jamban paling talandan, mungkin nantinya mereka bakal daftarin gw ke muri.. kali aja dapet penghargaan!!! *mimpi. But at last I got an award from them already.

Ada satu pertanyaan yang sedikit menggelitik dibenak gw, cieeeee… apa kabar dunia *Naga Bonar Style anyaway.. kata Jamban itu berasal dari bahasa indonesia baku or kata saduran ya? *dont you think this is some kind of my stupid question?? engga juga lah ya.. secara emang gw ga tau *pembenaran sejati

Anyway.. busway…

Uero’08 tinggal menyisakan beberapa pertandingan menuju perempatfinal, kemudian semifinal & yang paling ditunggu2 ajang final yang akan jatuh on the end of this month, still, gw berharap Spain ketemu Portugal!!!! teruss apa kabar Kompeni & Ballack Cs??? ya enggal lah!!!! masing2 akan dijegal olah Spain & Portugal dibabak perempatfinal, hehehe :p

Duhhh.. I cant hardy wait… paling tidak Jerman lawan Porto aja dolo!!!! kemudian Belanda lawan Spain di semifinal!!!! indah bangedddd dech

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