sakit sekali rasanya

Ini dimana ya?

mmhhh… pertama2 gw liat above pic is termehek mehek (secara gw juga ga tau termehek mehek itu apa seehh) honestly speaking thats aweome…. and still I couldnt find where the hell is *nepok jidat sendiri* now please see of my below pic :

Or below picture??

hell yeaahh…

*terkonclang mode on* itu kampung gw, di purwakarta, lebih tepatnya di jatiluhur… what such a beautiful place isnt? how come I didnt recognize my own town, bener neehh.. kota metropolitan telah banyak merubah gw hehehehe again “pembenaran mode on”

Uhuhuu….

Jadi kangen kampung,

and I miss my lovely mom

What should I do when Im losing my grip, courage, and hope

I feel like headed for a breakdown

Talking to my self

Ya… Ya.. Ya..

I know.. I know… there is must be something wrong me, but I dont know what & why, why’s that coming though my blinds and keep driving me on, on, and on. My body’s wrapped in the corner of the darkness, nobody can find me and nobody’s come to find me.

I wish I could find something warm cause I’m here trembling cold

I wish I could find something little smolder couse I’m here such a though terrifies.

I wish you were here found me and let your arms lift my embrace, recover my sorrow and revive what is failing inside

cause I do believe in you.

I wonder through invented story to look for the truth, to see & find out who really you are… to find and believe all the thing left behind is over..

I lose my mood

I lose my faith

and I hate my self!!!!

I do really hate when I lose my faith