mmmh….

July & August ‘08 is my month full of party, why? what & why was that? pyuuuuhhh.. *not talking* I got a… give me a minute… mmmh… for more or less is 5 invitation of my friends wedding party… starting from end of July till 3rd week of August.. I can imagine….  saloon.. make up… dress up.. saloon.. make up… dress up… *again..not talking* and all of girls stuff… hell yeeahh… you know… We.. (may I called that we??) but eitsss…. the most important from all that things is exist between all my pals, convergence, and the bottom line is my appreciation to all the brides and again Exist :p

Well… here with my “exist” am talking about

1st..

at Botol’s wedding, July 30, 08 - Serbaguna Senayan Building

Here we go, Me with my partner in crime from my last company ( we used to be called by outbond team) left beside me is Tante’ Sari or Mbak Sari or.. Big mama since she’s married with 2 lovely son, and second is my wanna be twin sister Odong Surodong aka. neng Hilda She’s my close friends ever. … uuhuu.. damn I miss you girls

Above picture is me beetwen all the A2’s ( Tante-Melon-Me-Fred-Tamadochi-Odong) without Ibu Jendral & Tina

2nd…

At Sucir’s wedding -  August 3rd, 08 - Museum Purna Bhakti TMII ===> no picture available.. ( nanti ya )

3rd…

At Finnia’s Wedding - August 10, 08 - Daarul Adzkaar

Here with The TL’s BIG FAMILY Start from the left : Angga-Richoz-Praz & hes cuttie-Pritha-Blubby-Vanya-Me-Deta-Cippiihh-Jerry-Deku-FrenzofIta-Nunique & Her Beloved husband Ade & her cuttie daughters. Pyuuhhh… ini belom semuanya lho..

4th..

At Sapuan’s Wedding August 16, 08 - Balai Sudirman  ===> no picture available.. ( nanti ya )

5th…

At Garrie’s wedding Ausgut 16, 08 - Bandung

Here with my IFS full team without the Groom start from the left : Puteh-Arf-Sunny-Samy-Kampleng-Eru-Pur-Sakti-Jess2-Rowal-Jei-Popo-Hendry-Me-Kang Ucup-Garang-Mimin-Ucha

DONE!!!!

*take a deep breath*

ya ya ya…  I know.. I Know..  How bout Me?

*I’m just smiling on it*

sakit sekali rasanya

Ini dimana ya?

mmhhh… pertama2 gw liat above pic is termehek mehek (secara gw juga ga tau termehek mehek itu apa seehh) honestly speaking thats aweome…. and still I couldnt find where the hell is *nepok jidat sendiri* now please see of my below pic :

Or below picture??

hell yeaahh…

*terkonclang mode on* itu kampung gw, di purwakarta, lebih tepatnya di jatiluhur… what such a beautiful place isnt? how come I didnt recognize my own town, bener neehh.. kota metropolitan telah banyak merubah gw hehehehe again “pembenaran mode on”

Uhuhuu….

Jadi kangen kampung,

and I miss my lovely mom

What should I do when Im losing my grip, courage, and hope

I feel like headed for a breakdown

Talking to my self

Ya… Ya.. Ya..

I know.. I know… there is must be something wrong me, but I dont know what & why, why’s that coming though my blinds and keep driving me on, on, and on. My body’s wrapped in the corner of the darkness, nobody can find me and nobody’s come to find me.

I wish I could find something warm cause I’m here trembling cold

I wish I could find something little smolder couse I’m here such a though terrifies.

I wish you were here found me and let your arms lift my embrace, recover my sorrow and revive what is failing inside

cause I do believe in you.

I wonder through invented story to look for the truth, to see & find out who really you are… to find and believe all the thing left behind is over..